Publisher's Weekly Review
Those lulled into a vague tolerance for polygamy as depicted on reality TV will be shocked by the author's harrowing account of her years growing up in the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. Musser's story is filled with familiar elements: young women in prairie girl clothing; a cloistered compound called Short Creek where men could safely live with their dozens of wives; and a prophet-Rulon Jeffs, who orders Musser to be his 19th wife when she is eighteen and he is in eighties. Rulon's demands on his young bride and her subsequent escape from the FLDS form the backbone of the first half of the book. After Rulon's son Warren takes over, Musser is compelled by her conscience to help law enforcement uncover, investigate, and prosecute the men of the FLDS for bigamy, underage marriage, and statutory rape-including crimes committed against her own sisters. Musser and coauthor Cook have a complex story to tell with an at times overwhelming cast of characters. Overall, they manage to portray these events in an authentic yet suspenseful manner-just try to put this book down when Musser is shown the horrifying "temple" that Jeffs was building in Texas at the time of his arrest. (Sept.) © Copyright PWxyz, LLC. All rights reserved.
Kirkus Review
With the assistance of Cook (Shattered Silence: The Untold Story of a Serial Killer's Daughter, 2009, etc.), Musser describes her transition from obedient daughter and wife in the polygamous Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints to a key witness in court cases against church leaders, including the "Prophet" Warren Jeffs. The author was born into the religion, where multiple marriages were the norm, girls were taught to be subservient to their fathers and husbands, and marriage was the path to salvation. At 19, she was forced to become the 19th wife of the 85-year-old FLDS leader, Rulon Jeffs, who had more than 60 wives when he died. When Rulon's son, Warren, followed him as leader, the abuses became rampant. More and more girls, some underage, were forced into "spiritual marriages" under the guise of God's will, as handed down by Jeffs. On the other hand, teenage boys were routinely expelled from FLDS to fend for themselves, leaving more girls for church leaders. After her 14-year-old sister was forced into marriage and knowing that being a widow didn't protect her from a second marriage, Musser fled. A motivational speaker, she views what happened at FLDS as nothing short of "human trafficking--both for labor as well as sex." Though compelling, Musser's story is buried in a detail-laden, chronological narrative. The energy picks up when she describes her role in investigations of FLDS activities. She testified 20 times, always dressed in red, a color FLDS women were forbidden to wear. Courageous as she was, her role in seeking justice took a heavy toll on Musser, who lost all contact with family members still in FLDS. She felt the heavy weight of testifying against her "own people," guilt for "deserting" her siblings and conflicting emotions about church teachings. A decent addition to a growing body of work about polygamy, the book speaks to the ways isolation, fear and secrecy can shelter insidious abuses until someone has the courage to step forward as a witness.]] Copyright Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.
Library Journal Review
Born into the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (FLDS), a polygamous splinter sect not acknowledged by the mainstream Mormon Church, Musser feared the outside world and submitted without question to her elders' restrictive and misogynistic decrees. At age 18, the devout Musser experienced a crisis of conscience when she was chosen as the 19th wife of her people's 85-year-old prophet. Miserable in her marriage and the victim of sexual abuse, Musser questioned her people's beliefs. After her husband's death, Musser fled the FLDS when her stepson Warren Jeffs became the new prophet and threatened her. Musser lived in exile for several years before testifying against Jeffs on behalf of other FLDS women. In 2011, with Musser's help, Jeffs was convicted of two counts of child sexual assault and sentenced to lifetime imprisonment, plus 20 years. A riveting reminder of the abuses occurring within our nation's borders, Musser's tell-all account joins a crowded backlist of nonfiction titles about the FLDS. (Musser's younger sister Elissa Wall released a best-selling memoir, Stolen Innocence, in 2008.) This memoir is divided equally between Musser's experiences within the FLDS and outside of it. An inside account of the 2008 raid on the FLDS Yearning for Zion Ranch, derived from Musser's experiences working with Texas law enforcement, is also included. Musser, who travels as a motivational speaker, is a strong narrator with a clear, emotive tone, but her occasional forced impression of a Texas accent can be distracting. Verdict Recommended for listeners who enjoy nonfiction. A PDF document of black-and- white photos is included.-Julie Judkins, Univ. of Michigan, Ann Arbor (c) Copyright 2013. Library Journals LLC, a wholly owned subsidiary of Media Source, Inc. No redistribution permitted.
