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"An insightful and harrowing roller coaster ride through the career of one of rock and roll's greatest guitarists. Strap yourself in." --Slash
"Rocking Joe Perry 'rocks' again!" --Jimmy Page
Before the platinum records or the Super Bowl half-time show or the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame, Joe Perry was a boy growing up in small-town Massachusetts. He idolized Jacques Cousteau and built his own diving rig that he used to explore a local lake. He dreamed of becoming a marine biologist. But Perry's neighbors had teenage sons, and those sons had electric guitars, and the noise he heard when they started playing would change his life.
The guitar became his passion, an object of lust, an outlet for his restlessness and his rebellious soul. That passion quickly blossomed into an obsession, and he got a band together. One night after a performance he met a brash young musician named Steven Tyler; before long, Aerosmith was born. What happened over the next forty-five years has become the stuff of legend: the knockdown, drag-out, band-splintering fights; the drugs, the booze, the rehab; the packed arenas and timeless hits; the reconciliations and the comebacks.
Rocks is an unusually searching memoir of a life that spans from the top of the world to the bottom of the barrel--several times. It is a study of endurance and brotherhood, with Perry providing remarkable candor about Tyler, as well as new insights into their powerful but troubled relationship. It is an insider's portrait of the rock and roll family, featuring everyone from Jimmy Page to Alice Cooper, Bette Midler to Chuck Berry, John Belushi to Al Hirschfeld. It takes us behind the scenes at unbelievable moments such as Joe and Steven's appearance in the movie of Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band (they act out the murders of Peter Frampton and the Bee Gees).
Full of humor, insight, and brutal honesty about life in and out of one of the biggest bands in the world, Rocks is the ultimate rock-and-roll epic. In Perry's own words, it tells the whole story: "the loner's story, the band's story, the recovery story, the cult story, the love story, the success story, the failure story, the rebirth story, the re-destruction story, and the post-destructive rebirth story."
Author Notes
Anthony Joseph "Joe" Perry was born on September 10, 1950. He is the lead guitarist, occasional lead vocalist, and contributing songwriter for the rock band Aerosmith. He was ranked 84th in the Rolling Stone's list The 100 Greatest Guitarists of All Time. In 2001, he was inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame as part of Aerosmith. In 2013, Perry and his songwriting partner Steven Tyler were recipients of the ASCAP Founders Award and were also inducted into the Songwriters Hall of Fame. His autobiography, Rocks: My Life in and Out of Aerosmith, was published in 2014.
(Bowker Author Biography)
Reviews (4)
Publisher's Weekly Review
In this rock and roll memoir, Aerosmith's lead guitarist tells the old story of the rise and fall of a guitar hero, although in Perry's case, the star rises again. Born in a Massachusetts suburb in the 1950s, Perry struggled with a learning disability. Chuck Berry gave him a role model; the guitar, an outlet. To the dismay of his professional parents, he dropped out of high school and knocked around in various bands until he formed Aerosmith. The band became a major 1970s hard-rock group before drug abuse, bickering, and bad management tore it apart. Yet after the breakup, a clean and sober Aerosmith rose again, leaving its mark on the MTV generation. Perry provides evocative portraits of his very American youth wandering through the woods with a BB rifle and water-skiing on Lake Sunapee in New Hampshire, and his stint as a factory worker for Draper Industries. The years of rock and roll notoriety are standard issue-drugs, partying, bad decisions-although the story shines on those rare occasions when Perry details the nuts and bolts of song making. Later chapters covering the manipulations of a Svengali-like producer have their own allure, as do the discussions of the complexity and expense of producing hits. Legal issues and diplomacy might moderate the narrative, but Perry's book will strike gold with every Aerosmith fan. (Oct.) (c) Copyright PWxyz, LLC. All rights reserved.
New York Review of Books Review
TONE, IT'S ALL ABOUT TONE. If you're writing a book "with" a rock star - if you're crouched in a darkened room, that is, with your quill quivering, waiting for the legend slumped opposite you to ingest an amount of caffeine/nicotine sufficient to propel him through the charred drug-holes of his own memory - you've got to get the tone just right. Outside, the inevitable California afternoon blazes with cruel banality; inside, it's 2 a.m. forever. An ear rings, a synapse misfires. Your rock star begins to ramble. How true will you be to the tone of his talk, to his fractured anecdotal style with the woozy silences and the skeletal chuckles? Will you fix his grammar, trim his profanities, check his facts? He's just told a story that has no ending, no point - almost no beginning. Are his eyes even open? Impossible to tell through the dark glasses. You might have to make half of this up. So I commend David Ritz, co-author of Joe Perry's ROCKS: My Life in and Out of Aerosmith (Simon & Schuster, $27.99), for setting down in his book the following sentence: "A free-spirited woman with an affinity for unabashed sex and good coke may be seen as a gift from the heavens." Read it a second time, please. Tonally, everything about that line - from the denim-and-roach-clips vibe of "free-spirited woman" to the slight weirdness of "unabashed sex" to the heavy-lidded hauteur of "gift from the heavens" - feels right. Sounds right. Sounds like Joe Perry - or the Joe Perry of our imaginings, the chiseled guitar overlord, a rime of cocaine around the nostril, who in Aerosmith was the Richards to Steven Tyler's Jagger, the Patrick to his SpongeBob, the Dennett to his Dawkins. Unbeatable on their night - witty, slobbering, inventive, with stadium wallop and bar-band looseness - Aerosmith was massive in the '70s and then, less enjoyably, massive again in the '90s. In the sociology of rock, however, die-hard Aerosmith fans have remained something of an aggrieved underclass : How come their guys don't get the respect? "Rocks" partakes here and there of this sense of tribal pique - "Not then, not now, not ever would we win over the hearts of the New York critical elite" - although Perry is also disarmingly upfront about Aerosmith's lapses in quality control, or (as he calls it) "the decay of our artistry." What caused it? The life, the life. Their peak was their trough. We learn from "Rocks" that during the recording of the wretched (but very successful) 1977 album "Draw the Line," in a specially equipped former nunnery, Perry would wake up, sling back a double black Russian and start shooting. "Since I was usually the last one up, the popping of the .22 echoed through the halls and let everyone know I was awake." I worried at first about the tonal discrepancies in George Clinton's BROTHAS BE, YO LIKE GEORGE, AIN'T THAT FUNKIN' KINDA HARD ON YOU? A Memoir (Atria, $27) - audacious mouthful of a title - which was written "with" Ben Greenman. But then I stopped worrying. If it takes a paragraph or two of dutiful facts-based prose to get to the saltier stuff - "Detroit pimps wore store-bought suits. In New York, you couldn't be pimping and buy no goddamn store-bought suit" - then so be it. Besides, Clinton himself has always been a man of more than one voice. The gibbering Prospero behind the enchanted, polyvalent island of blackness that was the Parliament-Funkadelic collective, he was a commercial visionary and cultural virologist who did his work behind masks of non-sense. Can his book fail to be interesting? It cannot. In places "Brothas Be" recalls Charles Mingus's great jazz memoir, "Beneath the Underdog," with that same mixture of giddy artistic enterprise and hard, worldly game playing. Clinton and his musicians supplied the wildest and most dazzling acid rock of the early 70s, the squelchiest astro-funk of the late '70s, and then returned - sampled and postmodernized - as the rhythmic marrow of '90s West Coast hip-hop. Sly Stone was Clinton's great friend and drug buddy; finding himself low on supplies one night, he slipped a handwritten note under Clinton's hotel room door. "Knock knock, put a rock in a sock and sock it to me, doc. Signed, co-junkie for the funk." ("Like a song lyric," comments Clinton.) I finished "Brothas Be" with the sensation that I had been in touch with an indestructible intelligence, with a strain of humor so cosmically rarefied it had looped back on itself and become down-to-earth. Even when he's sitting on a kilo of cocaine, playing with the Mickey and Minnie Mouse marionettes that are hanging from his ceiling, putting money in their puppet hands ("Mickey had 2,000, Minnie had the same"), Clinton seems to know what he's doing. Here's how he launched the fragile-genius guitarist Eddie Hazel on the shattering 10-minute solo that was "Maggot Brain" (1971): "Before he started, I told him to play like his mother had died." The guitarist Scott Ian's memoir, I'M THE MAN: The Story of That Guy From Anthrax (Da Capo, $28.99), was written "with" Jon Wiederhorn, and for consistency of tone this one wins the prize. Of the so-called Big Four - the four champion bands to emerge from the thrash/ speed metal upheaval of the late '80s - New York's Anthrax was the secular option. Not for them the doomsday snarlings of Megadeth, the hell-precipitation of Slayer or the grim prophetic witness of Metallica: Anthrax's was materialist metal, demon-free, a closed system whose sonic signature was the dry chordal blare and backward-dragging downstroke of Ian's guitar. The voice of "I'm the Man" is jabby, gabby and metal-obsessed, and the book's most exhilarating passages are about metal itself - about the moment, for example, when the burgeoning thrash scene was something between a coterie of mutual influence and a Darwinian death race, and everyone suddenly needed a drummer who could play "double bass," superfast, with two kick-drum pedals. (Anthrax landed the master drummer Charlie Benante, who stormed his audition by proving himself physically capable of Accept's "Fast as a Shark," and whose shifting, gridlike patterns would help define the band.) Also interesting is Ian's account of the recording of Anthrax's 1987 breakthrough album, "Among the Living," with the veteran producer Eddie Kramer. The charts are booming with the enormous, frosted artificialities of Def Leppard, and Kramer-who has worked with Hendrix and Led Zeppelin-wants to lend Anthrax something of the sound du jour. So he gives them the full treatment, twiddles all the knobs, layering the mix with reverb and expanding it with delay-much to Ian's consternation. Ian demands less. Words are had, after which Kramer (in Ian's version) peevishly attempts "to make the record sound bad by yanking every bit of reverb and delay off everything." An untextured, bare-bones mix, horribly immediate. But Anthrax is delighted. "It sounded ... great, like we were getting pummeled in the chest." Band and audience have identical needs at this point: "The new music we had was undeniable and would hit people like a brick across the face. From experience, I knew metalheads love that feeling." Viv Albertine's CLOTHES CLOTHES CLOTHES MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC BOYS BOYS BOYS (Thomas Dunne/St. Martin's, $27.99) was written "with" nobody at all-which in this context, in this genre, counts almost as a political act. Albertine played guitar for the Slits, the fearless all-female unit that (among other things) opened for the Clash on the 1977 "White Riot" tour. She writes beautifully, in a dreamy, self-interrogating, pre-Internet continuous present, a kind of imagistic drift in which the pale antiheroes of London punk rock come and go like skinny-legged poems. On Sid Vicious: "Everything he does he takes as far as he can. He detaches himself from fear, remorse, caring about his safety or his looks and just becomes a vessel for other people's fantasies about him, like Paul Newman in 'Cool Hand Luke.'" The young punks having succeeded (amazingly) in making sex uncool, Albertine and Vicious lie back to back in bed, in chaste paranoia. "As the sun comes up, we edge closer and closer to each other in tiny little movements, hoping not to be detected. By the morning we're pressed hard against each other, back to back, stuck together with sweat, making as much physical contact as possible." The guitar druid Keith Levene, soon to invent a new guitar language with Public Image Ltd., is Albertine's musical mentor, rallying her from her "Guitar Depressions" ("He says he has them all the time, it happens when you stall in your learning") and applauding the untutored noises she is beginning to make-"humming, buzzing and fizzing like a wasp trapped in a jam jar." Johnny Thunders is coming over from New York, news of which is "like hearing Dracula is on his way to our shores in the hold of a ship." He does not disappoint: "He acts like he can barely stand up but his fingers glide up and down the guitar neck as easily as if he's running them through his hair." Albertine and Thunders kiss, and he breaks off to shout to a bandmate, "I felt something!" But there can be no love. "He's got no room for love, his heart is full of heroin." And then there are the punk rock women: the designer Vivienne Westwood; Chrissie Hynde, later of the Pretenders; hanging out at the attitudinal test tube that was the Sex clothing store. "Once when Vivienne asked Chrissie a question, Chrissie replied, 'Oh, I just go with the flow.' Vivienne thought that was unacceptable and wouldn't speak to her again for a year." And the volcanic Ari Up, dreads piled high, who became frontwoman of the Slits when she was 14 years old: "wonderful and terrible in equal measure." Growing up in the band, Ari is stabbed in two separate incidents and-like the rest of the women-regularly "attacked, spat at, sworn at and laughed at." Not quite like being in Aerosmith, then. Billy Idol also wrote his book by himself. "I contemplated deep, caliginous, silent thoughts that hinted of a darker America." Caliginous, eh? (Adj., misty; dim; obscure; dark.) That's what I'm talking about, DANCING WITH MYSELF (Touchstone/Simon & Schuster, $28), like the man himself, is all over the place-now chatty ("Zowie was 16, blond and a bit of a scrubber"), now caliginous, now encrusted with sub-Jim Morrisonian lyricism: "Gone was time; gone was ambition. Dance with me, for I have lost the Lioness's embrace....The wedding feast is here, and I must tell of the forbidden journey where sanity is best lost." Well, if you must, you must. But I never expected to like Billy Idol, and after reading his book, oddly, I do. He's a genuine romantic, writing in a kind of overheated journalese about his London punk rock roots-"Our youth, desires and needs and the rush of energy engendered by the joining of like minds crested into a tidal wave of exploding passion"-and then falling head over heels for America: America, with its embraceable lions and its flowering landscapes of electro-rockabilly. His plentiful atrocities are penitently recounted, as when he wrecks a rented Jet Ski in the Thai resort of Pattaya and then flings $25,000 at the family that owns it. "The Jet Ski was their livelihood. Looking back, I feel just awful about it, but I was really too sick and stoned to fully appreciate the situation at the time." Of all these memoirs, "Dancing With Myself" was the only one that stimulated my envy-made me want to be Billy Idol for five minutes. "When he looks back," George Steiner wrote, "the critic sees a eunuch's shadow." When Billy looks back, he sees the shadow of a red-eyed priapic cyborg. On a Jet Ski. Should Neil Young have written his new book, SPECIAL DELUXE (Blue Rider, $32), "with" somebody? If you read his last book, "Waging Heavy Peace," you may well think so. Young writes not prose, exactly, so much as a sort of beatific pre-prose, with no editors for miles. He is a great artist, one of the greatest in rock 'n' roll, but his art is music. "In this book, I am looking at my relationship with cars over many years." With a writer (the journalist Scott Young) for a father, he reasons, "I could surely pull something together that would be of interest to somebody and potentially keep me busy for a while, which I really would appreciate." See what I mean? Guileless as an ear of corn. "Special Deluxe" is shorter than "Waging Heavy Peace," and there are fewer paragraphs where it sounds as if he's talking to his dog, but oh, the mind wanders-his and ours. Now and then he questions his great love for cars: "With cars, collecting and obsession walk a similar path. There is a fine line between the two and I was close to it. I was beginning to wonder about myself, but luckily for me, the feeling passed." Or again : "Around 1972,1 bought another car in L.A. I don't know what the heck got into me. I think I have a disease." About his childhood, he writes with stoned radiance-but then he writes about his adulthood with stoned radiance too. All I wanted to do was put the book down and hear "Blue, blue windows behind the stars,/Yellow moon on the rise...." By the end of "Special Deluxe," with climate change pressing upon him, Young is driving around in his Lincvolt-his revolutionary biomass-propelled hybrid 1959 Lincoln Continental. He frowns, he is purposeful; he's on a mission to reshape our consumption of fossil fuels. Can Neil Young stop global warming? I don't see why not. After these two almost unreadable books of his, I suspect there's something saintly about him. So in case nobody's made this joke before: Long may he run on cellulosic ethanol. JAMES PARKER is a contributing editor at The Atlantic.
Kirkus Review
Founding member and lead guitarist of American rock band Aerosmith details his life and times in this autobiography.One of rock's most enduring and popular bands, Aerosmith has managed the unlikely feat of recording top hits across several decades, gaining a loyal army of fans while failing to win over the acclaim of music critics. Readers of rock autobiographies will find much familiar material here, as early struggles give way to staggering success and the accompanying roller coaster of sex, drugs, rehab, internal band squabbling, villainous management and more. This is well-trod but mostly entertaining ground, and Perrywith the assistance of veteran music writer and ghostwriter Ritz (co-author: Glow: The Autobiography of Rick James, 2014, etc.)does a decent job keeping things moving. Aerosmith has never been accused of being an intellectual band, but the author takes pains to establish himself as a thoughtful, well-read individual with a love for nature established as a youth wandering in the New Hampshire woods. But his desire to be taken seriously leaves the narrative strangely free of humor; it doesn't seem like compiling this book was an enjoyable task for Perry. Of the group's other members, lead singer Steven Tyler is the only fully developed character, and Perry doesn't hold back in airing his (many) grievances about their relationship. The memories become a little bit sharper once Perry gets sober, and the tale of the band's entanglement with manager Tim Collins, who seemed to exhibit a cult leader-like control over the group, is perhaps the most interesting part of the book. An appendix written by Perry's guitar techs is a bonus for guitar geeks. Much like Aerosmith's career, this candid memoir will be cheered by fans, but rock critics will likely be underwhelmed. Copyright Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.
Library Journal Review
Aerosmith guitarist Perry tells his life story from his New Hampshire childhood to the latter days of the band's success. Along the way he discusses the learning disability that kept him from pursuing his dreams of studying marine biology, his earliest exposure to rock and roll, his conflicts with controlling management as Aerosmith became megastars, his battles with drug and alcohol abuse, and the continuing thread of his love/hate relationship with singer Steven Tyler. He pulls no punches as he describes his own past missteps and his anger at those who have done him wrong but is equally passionate about his love for his music, his fans, and those who helped to make him a success. Perry's narration is a bit plodding at times, but his connection to the story keeps things interesting. VERDICT May be of interest to fans of rock autobiographies by such artists as Keith Richards and Pete Townshend, or of course to any Aerosmith devotees.-Jason Puckett, Georgia State Univ. Lib., Atlanta (c) Copyright 2015. Library Journals LLC, a wholly owned subsidiary of Media Source, Inc. No redistribution permitted.
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Rocks THE WATER AND THE WOODS In the essential dream of my childhood I'm in the water or the woods. I'm swimming through an ocean of startling clarity. I'm seeing a thousand varieties of fish; I'm feeling like a fish myself, aware that at any moment a bigger fish might swim my way--a shark or a barracuda. The thought is more exhilarating than frightening. I'm not scared of the possibility of danger. I almost welcome the encounter. I welcome surprise. Nature is nothing but surprise, a world of water whose vastness allows me to disappear into pure beauty. The lure of the woods is its primitive beauty. My dream life in the woods has me lost in a grove of ancient trees. If I keep walking long enough I'll find my way out, but I'm not sure I want out. Being lost in the wilds has a certain comfort. There is no destination, no home. I don't know what's around the bend--a wolf, a wildcat, a venomous snake. I like not knowing. I like the dense undergrowth, the sharp smells of the forest, the songs of the birds, the ever-changing weather, the dark clouds, the quickening of my heartbeat as I suddenly realize that I and I alone am responsible for my survival. For the rest of my life I will stare into the unknown. In the water and the woods I face danger and discovery. In my real life, as a boy born on September 10, 1950, and raised in the small, quiet town of Hopedale, Massachusetts, I keep going back to the water and the woods. That's where I seek anonymity. It's where I can disappear into wordless, endless wonder. I'm not saying that I'm able to completely disappear from the emotional ups and downs that characterize every childhood. I'm saying that I want to. My earliest memories all involve being drawn deep into nature, where I welcome, rather than fear, getting lost. I welcome the mysteries that lurk at the bottom of the sea and live inside the dark forest of night. My parents were good and honorable people. They cared for their two children--my younger sister, Anne, and myself--with loving concern. My mother, Mary, was a graduate of Boston University with a master's degree. She taught physical education in the public schools. Her mind was both curious and brilliant. She was always reading about everything from the earth's chakras to the metaphysics of quantum theory to John Steinbeck's Travels with Charley. She wore her hair short and exuded great confidence. As a strong and proud working mom of the 1950s, she was a woman of the future--a liberated woman decades before the movement began. My father, Tony, was equally upstanding. He had gone to Kent State and graduated from Boston's Northeastern University with a major in accounting. He had grown up in Lowell, Massachusetts, where his dad, a Portuguese immigrant from the island of Madeira off the coast of Morocco, worked in the factories and later owned a funky little grocery store. My dad was born in Lowell and when he was two the family moved back to Madeira where my dad spent his childhood before moving back to the States. After serving in the U.S. Army Air Forces at the end of World War II, Dad graduated from college and began working as an accountant, taking his first steps toward self-reinvention. The family name--Pereira--was shortened to Perry by his father. And rather than stay in Lowell, Dad moved to Hopedale, some thirty miles outside Boston, where the American dream had been set out in the form of suburban perfection. Hopedale was where my father entered the upper middle class. Founded in 1842, Hopedale was one of the country's first utopian communities. It began as a picture-perfect Norman Rockwell village of industrious dreams. In the 1850s the Draper Corporation, manufacturer of power looms for the textile industry, took over the town. In the 1950s my dad went to work for Draper as a cost accountant. He and Mom bought a duplex in Bancroft Park and rented out the other side. Mom's parents, the Ursillos, hailed from Naples, Italy, and would have loved to see their daughter enter a nunnery. She rejected most of their old-world notions about womanhood, but she accepted their Catholicism--at least to the point of attending Sunday mass and making sure that her husband and children did the same. In our household there were few if any remnants of my parents' Italian and Portuguese backgrounds. Only English was spoken. No philosophy but American pragmatism was practiced. Do what works. Adapt to reality. Improve your circumstances by applying yourself. I was raised inside the solid ethos of the Eisenhower 1950s. My mother's child-raising bible was Dr. Spock's Common Sense Book of Baby and Child Care. The Perrys were all about common sense. Mom taught generations of children the benefits of exercise. Because of his common sense and sterling reputation, Dad was elected town treasurer. Mary and Tony were a well-respected couple. At home, they spoke to one another fondly. They were affectionate; they hugged; they kissed; they were girlfriend and boyfriend. Together, they comprised a formidable tennis doubles team. I see them in their whites, out on the court during a fine New England afternoon in May, whacking the ball with studied determination. I am not part of their game but, standing close by, I feel their confidence. I see them flying high in the cloudless sky in a seaplane that my father is piloting. I am not with them, but from the ground below, I feel their exhilaration as Dad buzzes the local baseball field to get a look at the score. The town officials chastise him for flying too low. He's contrite but I know he doesn't regret his joyride. Straitlaced accountants don't break laws, even minor ones, but I'm glad to see that my dad, whose laces are always supertight, has some sense of rebellion. He was the first guy in Hopedale to buy a Volkswagen Bug. Later he bought a BMW before anyone had heard of BMWs. The color, I remember well, was bright orange. I also remember Dad talking about his buddies and World War II like it had just ended. He told stories about being a waist gunner on a B-17, the heavy-duty bomber, during the last months of the war. I pictured him standing at an open window on the side of a plane tearing through the sky at two hundred miles an hour, thirty-two thousand feet above the ground. The wind's coming at an outside temperature of -32°. Dad's face is covered by an oxygen mask and his chest protected only by a sheepskin jacket as he fires away at enemy aircraft. He realizes that such missions end with a 40 to 50 percent fatality rate. Yet he does what he has to do, a nineteen-year-old with balls of steel. As a little boy, I would study a tattered black-and-white photo of his crew, amazed that my dad was once so young. He and his fellow soldiers looked into the camera with easy gazes. There was no fear in their eyes. They seemed relaxed about their mission, which, day after day, brought them to death's door. I saw my father as a man of quiet courage. His goal for his family was simple--a better life. Postwar America was all about optimism and economic mobility. The war had been won and prosperity was at hand. But prosperity had to be earned through skills forged in discipline. It took discipline to become a professional accountant. It took hard work for a woman in the 1940s to graduate from college. My parents lived disciplined lives. They were neither doting nor overly affectionate with their children, but they were dutiful and always present. Dinner was served on time. Bills were paid on time. We didn't live beyond our means. We didn't live on borrowed money. Education was valued. Education was seen as the key to greater prosperity. My education became the first and greatest stumbling block, another reason why I longed to lose myself in the water and the woods. Like millions of other kids, I had a learning disability--attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD)--that was neither understood nor treated. Reading was the only subject at which I excelled. I would much rather be reading James Fenimore Cooper than dealing with participles in French. My poor school performance was puzzling because my parents saw that I possessed intelligence and curiosity. Marine biology became a passion. When I asked them to drive me to Boston to hear lectures by Jacques Cousteau, my first hero, they were happy to do so. They took me to the Woods Hole Oceanographic Institution on Cape Cod, a paradise for a kid in love with water. I was obsessed with learning from those men who explored the deep. I wanted to go deep. I was told that if I kept up my grades I could come back one summer and intern at Woods Hole. That never happened. My grades were below average. That became the great mystery of my childhood: Why was I having such difficulty at school? I was deeply frustrated. I wanted to present my parents with good grades. I sensed their ambition for themselves and for me--and I wanted to realize those ambitions. I wanted to please them. The fact that I scored high on IQ tests only made things worse. I didn't understand why I wasn't doing better, and neither did they. They hired tutors but the tutors didn't help. I read things three or four times without retaining a word. I was always told to try and focus, but that never worked. At school, I felt like I was living under a cloud. That cloud extended to another area of my childhood: my dad's health. The chronology is vague and the memories blurred, but the specter of cancer entered my childhood at an early date. Somewhere in my young years my father went to the hospital. He was gone for an extended time. The man who returned had a dark beard, and I didn't recognize him. When I realized the stranger was my father, I burst into tears. The ugly scar across his back where they had reached in to remove his cancerous kidney frightened me even more. Relief from my own struggles at school came from a dreamlike body of water set inside the woodsy landscape of western New Hampshire. Three hours north of Hopedale, Sunapee is a pure glacial lake, a natural wonder of luminous clarity and pristine beauty. The first time I faced the lake, my heart sang. I was a quiet kid, often shy, and not given to outward bursts of enthusiasm. But Lake Sunapee broke down my reserve and had me jumping for joy. To my young eyes, it was an undiscovered world to enter and explore. From the outside it was magnificent, but from the inside--diving under and skiing over its mountain-clear waters--it became even more miraculous. Sunapee became a refuge, a friend, a different and exciting second home, a place that turned my mundane world magical. Its magic turned my life around. Even now, writing from afar, I long to see it sparkling under the summer sun or frozen solid under a white winter moon. Eight miles long and a couple of miles wide, the lake is dotted with eight islands and a shoreline that extends some seventy miles. There are small peninsulas and little lake fingers and sandy beaches wherever you look. The outlying forest is dense with vegetation and animal life. On a night in fall, breathing in the crisp, cool air, you look up into a sky crowded with a hundred thousand stars. In the morning, with the rising sun, you see a hundred thousand trees whose leaves are shimmering gold. Coming to Sunapee as a child, I fell deeply and permanently in love. My love for the water and the woods never diminished. Later in life, I moved away, but I kept coming back. I couldn't stay away from the place where, for the first and only time, everything made sense. Everything was right--the sky, the lake, the forest, the sense of calm, the feeling of natural order. My parents began talking about buying lakefront property to build a cabin. They proceeded with the usual Perry MO: Save until the money is there; do not buy on credit; do not live above your means. After carefully surveying the region, they chose a prime piece of property--it featured a hundred feet of lake frontage, in an undeveloped area. It provided one of the best views on the lake. A foundation was poured. A shell was built. Because my grandfather also did some building, my dad used his tools to do a lot of the work himself. My parents were young and athletic and skilled at manual labor. My mom did the painting. It became a family project, and within a year or two we were living in the cabin. Because there was no water or heat, it served us only during the warm months. We closed it up during winter. But eventually we winterized it--a complicated operation that required running a pipe thirty feet out to the lake. The pipe had to be buried four feet down, below the frost line. I helped Dad dig the ditch with a pick and shovel, a job I usually hated, but I loved this one. I loved anything that would enable us to spend more time at Sunapee and work alongside my dad. As a resort area, Lake Sunapee had a rich history. There had been many ups and downs. When I was old enough to hang out, I saw the remnants of the forties and fifties. Those were the old hotels that were bustling during and just after World War II--the days when Benny Goodman's and Glenn Miller's big bands stopped off to play on their way from New York to Montreal. When I was a kid, those same resorts, in various stages of decay, were still around. There was a decrepit theater, an old skating rink, a variety of old buildings rotting away. At the same time, there was a feeling of excitement from a new generation of kids who hung out at the harbor. The hot spot was an ice cream parlor/burger joint packed wall-to-wall with teenagers, their hot rods parked outside. Some old-money kids cruised up in their parents' classic Chris-Craft speedboats. The yacht club was still up and running and a focal point for Sunapee's high society. My mother, an instructor for the Red Cross, taught me to swim. I took to it immediately. It makes sense that water meant security, because Mom taught water safety and had certified most of the kids in our cove as open-water swimmers. Water-ski shows in the harbor attracted big crowds. In trying to imitate the fancy tricks, most times I'd wind up on my ass with a nose full of water, but I would keep trying until I mastered it. I was able to pull off most every trick in the water-ski manual--from two skis to one ski to no skis at all. Driving the boat as her son tried mastering these tricks, my mother demonstrated limitless patience. I saw water as the source of endless amusement. And then came that dark day when water became linked with death. Friends and I were watching a water-ski show filled with the kind of danger and daring that I loved. It was a weekend when my relatives had come to the lake for a family barbecue. The proceedings were interrupted by a loudspeaker announcement: "There has been an accident. A doctor is needed. Will a doctor please come to the dock immediately?" I didn't think much of it. No one in the show had suffered a fall. The accident must have happened somewhere else on the lake. After the show had ended, my sister and I went back to our cabin, where we saw a police car in our driveway. The atmosphere was quiet, cold. A crowd of people was down by the waterfront talking to my family--my parents plus cousins, aunts, and uncles. Dad quickly took Anne and me aside. "Kids," he said, "something awful has happened." I didn't want to ask. I didn't want to know. I stayed silent. "Your grandfather had an accident. He fell from his boat. We're afraid he's drowned." I remember asking the ridiculous question "Is he all right?" and feeling stupid afterward. But the words had come out and I couldn't take them back. "I'm afraid not," said Dad with what felt like emotional detachment, a quality I inherited from him. "We can't find your grandfather. He's gone." I wanted to ask where he had gone, but I knew. Gone meant dead. Drowned meant dead. Later I heard how, in spite of the rough water, my grandfather had insisted on going fishing in a canoe. Someone said he'd been drinking. Patrol boats went looking for him. It was two weeks before his body turned up. For the first time I faced the fact that a person can be here one minute and gone the next. My dad's dad was a strong presence, a man who did nothing to hide his immigrant demeanor. He wore big black work boots, heavy jackets, and frayed shirts. He spoke with a thick accent. The father of eleven children, he lived the life of a workman. As I got older, I heard stories about how he was actually an alcoholic who could turn violent against his wife and kids. Yet the water in which he drowned continued to call to me. Maybe it was a way of daring or defying death, but in the aftermath of what happened to my grandfather I plunged deeper into Lake Sunapee. Water was my element. I didn't want to come up. I wanted to stay submerged in silence. Back in Hopedale, the woods close to our house held another kind of silence. No human talk, just rustling and chirping and scampering over leaves. I stalked through the bushes with my BB gun, a gift from my parents, a lever-action copy of a Winchester. I loved that gun. I loved my dog, a trusty beagle. I loved hunting chipmunks and squirrels and birds. I loved honing my skills as a junior woodsman. I couldn't articulate the term, but I had visceral knowledge of what it meant to be self-reliant. I hadn't yet read the New England writers and thinkers who had turned their dialogues with nature into philosophies, but their thoughts were in my blood. As a solitary creature in a forest where my problems in school didn't matter, I felt at home. Wild animals lived in these woods. And so did I. Excerpted from Rocks: My Life in and Out of Aerosmith by Joe Perry All rights reserved by the original copyright owners. Excerpts are provided for display purposes only and may not be reproduced, reprinted or distributed without the written permission of the publisher.
Table of Contents
Foreword | p. ix |
Part 1 Gestation | |
The Water and the Woods | p. 3 |
Sounds | p. 11 |
Prep | p. 27 |
Post-Prep | p. 39 |
Part 2 The Birth | |
The Commonwealth | p. 63 |
Shot in the Dark | p. 91 |
Twinges of Love | p. 109 |
Make It | p. 115 |
Part 3 The Classic Albums | |
Toys | p. 143 |
Marriage at the Ritz | p. 155 |
Rocks | p. 163 |
All Together and Totally Apart | p. 171 |
The Ruts | p. 184 |
Part 4 The Project | |
Out | p. 195 |
Further Out | p. 209 |
Part 5 The Second Rise and Fall (And Rise Again) | |
Back | p. 225 |
John Kalodner John Kalodner | p. 237 |
Vacation in Vancouver | p. 245 |
Dinosaurs Eating Cars | p. 254 |
Cult | p. 260 |
Trying to Get a Grip | p. 268 |
How It Worked | p. 273 |
The Meltdown | p. 281 |
Brothers | p. 296 |
Part 6 Rockin' in the Twenty-First Century | |
Push | p. 307 |
9/11 | p. 315 |
Honkin' | p. 324 |
Confusion and Pain | p. 341 |
Falling | p. 348 |
Idol | p. 354 |
Another Dimension | p. 357 |
Vermont in the Summer | p. 365 |
Acknowledgments | p. 369 |
Appendix | p. 373 |
Selected Discography | p. 391 |
Index | p. 395 |
Photo Credits | p. 415 |