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They fire off a round of texts at me five minutes after midnight: We're coming. Get ready. They're not threats, but my friends have a way of making even the simplest demands feel like ultimatums. Sneak out. I don't have a choice: if I say no, they'll make sure I'm fully aware of how much fun they had without me. But then again, it's cold, and not the normal kind of cold. It's Broken Falls, Wisconsin, Dead of Winter cold. No one warned me about the winters before I moved here. The books and movies are right that Christmas in Wisconsin is magical, with the barns glowing under white string lights, fresh-cut Christmas trees visible through scalloped windows.  But everything that comes after is just cruel. Wind-whipped sheets of snow so thick you can't move through them. Mornings where above freezing is the best thing you'll hear all day. Layers of ice on your windshield that take ages to chip off. And February. February is just the biggest asshole. February makes you feel like you'll never see the sun again. My plan was to go to bed early and avoid the inevitable texts from Bailey and Jade. Are you up? You better be up! My friends' restlessness is in direct proportion to how miserable and gray it is outside. Tonight, though: tonight is so clear you can count the stars like they're diamonds. I text back: guys I'm so tired  Bailey: Stoooooop. Bailey: We're doing the thing tonight. The skin on the back of my neck pricks. The thing. The thing was Bailey's idea; almost everything is Bailey's idea. I take a deep breath to slow my suddenly skittish heart. I could call them, tell them I'm not coming, but they'll just make fun of me for being scared. There's shuffling outside my bedroom door. The lamp on my nightstand is on. My stepmom, probably, coming to scold me for being up so late. "Kacey?" A tiny voice. Definitely not Ashley, whose voice carries over hill and sea. My stepmom's constantly talking, sucking up all the air so my half sister can barely get a word in. I fire off another text to Bailey: I can't come. Sorry. "You can come in," I say. Lauren pokes her head inside the room. She reminds me of a doll: Dark, blunt bangs. Porcelain skin. Round head, a little too big for her body. We have the same eyes--wide hazel ones that prompted a particularly nasty freshman at my old high school to call me that freaky Bambi bitch. I fluff out the comforter to make room for Lauren to crawl underneath with me. "You okay?" Lauren hugs her knees. She's wearing fleece sock-monkey pajamas. There's something about my sister that makes her seem younger than most kids her age; she still cries when she falls off her bike and bleeds. Tonight there's a raw pink strip over her upper lip from the cold. "Keelie is texting me pictures from Emma's party," she whispers. I want to fold my sister into a hug. Squeeze the sad out of her. Emma Michaels lives down the road--she's been Lauren's best friend since preschool. But Lauren isn't at Emma's thirteenth birthday sleepover right now, because Keelie March told Emma not to invite her. Keelie is thirteen, like Lauren, but she fills out her leotards in a way that makes the dance dads want to wait in the car. I saw Keelie in the parking lot over the summer, when I went with my stepbrother, Andrew, to pick Lauren up from her Saturday-morning class. Noticed the way Keelie watched Andrew from the corner of her eye as she lifted her leg onto the ramp rail- ing in a perfect stretch. Sweat glistening between cleavage that even I didn't have. It was sweltering out; Keelie was twelve going on twenty, staring at a seventeen-year-old boy like he was a Popsicle. "They're drinking wine coolers," Lauren says. "That's why I wasn't invited." I think of the American Girl dolls still set up in Lauren's room, arranged around a tea set like they're waiting for a party that's never going to happen. I know she won't play with them because the girls at school have already packed theirs up and put them in the attic. Those girls are thirteen and drinking. I should call Emma's house and tell her mother what's going on in that bedroom. Then I remember the things that went on in my house when I was thirteen. "Do you want me to block Keelie's number from your phone?" I ask Lauren. She shakes her head, sending a tear down her cheek. "I just really wish I was there." I'm about to tell her fuck Keelie March and those other dumb girls, you have me, when headlights flash through my bedroom window. My room faces Sparrow Road, the outer edge of our cul-de-sac. It's what Bailey and Jade branded the perfect loading spot for a sneak-out. And it seems that despite my texts, they came anyway. Bailey flashes her high beams; then there's darkness. Lauren frowns. "Who's that?" "Just Bailey and Jade," I answer, fumbling for my phone. I'll tell them Lauren is awake. I definitely can't come out now. "Are you guys going somewhere?" I hear the hopeful lilt in her voice."No--we were just--" Snow crunching outside my window. Bailey's face, illuminated by the light from the phone under her chin. She makes a ghostlike bwahahaha noise and I jump, even though I'm looking right at her. Jade appears next to her. Adjusts the messy bun sitting atop her head and taps on my window with one finger. I dart over and raise the glass. Bailey mashes her face against the screen, makes a pig nose. "Ready to go?" she whispers. I cringe. Even when Bailey whispers, she's loud. I think of nosy Mrs. Lao next door, probably perched in the armchair by her living room window with a Sudoku book. A small wooded clearing separates us from the Laos, but in the winter, when the trees are bare, the slightest noise from our house is enough to send Mrs. Lao's Yorkie, Jerome, into a bark- ing fit. Jade notices Lauren sitting on my bed before Bailey does. She nudges Bailey and flicks her eyes to me, as if to say, What the hell is she doing here? Excerpted from Little Monsters by Kara Thomas All rights reserved by the original copyright owners. Excerpts are provided for display purposes only and may not be reproduced, reprinted or distributed without the written permission of the publisher.